Not gonna lie...

When I realized today that people read my blog post and commented, I thought "oh shit" for a minute as I now may have some place to be accounted for.  CRAP.  Let me first confess my sin of the day.  A weakness I have is the grocery store.  NOT that I enjoy the grocery store, it really is one of the places I do not like going to, however, my vulnerability comes in the "bakery" area.  Did I get a small doughnut today as usual?  Whoops!  Did!  However, I do believe the rest of the diet (let me confirm when I say diet, I mean the meal plan I am to follow for my diabetes) went well and since I declined on the icecream tonight, I feel that balanced things out.  In my mind, this was a good day, and just for fun, when I had Bently out going potty, I'll admit that I ran and did some ridiculous leg lifts.  So it wasn't a mile or anything, but I figure even a little exercise is better than none.  Can I just say that those people who enjoy running and doing marathons are not people that I can understand at all.  It just does not seem right to me.  I don't LOVE to exercise, so little by little I am adding things that I enjoy, such as water aerobics.  While the class is only once a week, it is a start and something I love!  The water!  So, part of my plan is finding ways to be more active, but doing the things I like.  In the end, I would rather be a happy and healthy size 12 than a size 2 and not healthy or happy.  I am working on figuring out the diabetes quirks finally and not going to rely so much on my medications...I want to get off of the medication therefore, changes are in store.  I have added a liquid vitamin to my daily routine also.  Have I been a skeptic of this vitamin?  YUP, and finally I caved.  I have talked to many people who have had too many wonderful changes to not add it to my own life.  I gotta believe step by step and little by little things will come together.  Do I have a goal in mind?  Why YES INDEED!