Every 6 weeks lately I have had to go in for my diabetes, I like to pretend I have to go in because my Doc misses me and it's not really about my blood sugars cuz that's just more depressing. UGH, I feel like this is such a slow process to really get it under control, which I guess I'd like to think that is normal when you decide to do things the correct way vs. the easy way. Apparently I prefer a good challenge, not sure what that's about. I have learned that broccoli baked with a little olive oil and some sea salt dipped in a little ranch is oddly enough a really good snack. WHO KNEW! There are times when a person feels like I can't win! One thing that has changed since I started taking Vibe is that I have been having regular periods, I know you all wanted to know that! Suck it up, fact of life! However, on the flip side, during this special time of the month, I really friggin prefer chocolate over broccoli!! So I haven't perfected my diet, I'm working on it! I don't know how all the skinny bitches of the world do it!
So my goals are to go in to see my Doc because he misses me and hope that my blood pressure is still lower...one of my vibe tests...that he is a little happier with my morning blood sugars, however, I will not be surprised if he still increases my dose for my shots..and that I have at least lost a couple pounds. I mean I don't want to rush into anything ya know?! Since I truly messed up today and had a cinnamon roll and than had noodles for supper, my ass has to get into health mode tomorrow. Next up after Doc appt. is to stop looking at my treadmill and wondering if it will miraculously put itself down and actually put the thing down. I have found that just sitting on the treadmill doesn't constitute as getting "on" the treadmill and I actually have to plug the bugger in!
NOW to be totally honest, I thought my appt. is on the 28th which I had in my head was Tuesday, so I currently checked my calendar and realized that would be tomorrow. SHIT. Wish me luck!
